spoon fed

what i would give
for that high i need
a glimpse
a taste to last the night

watching those wretched movies
the patheticly adorable movies
watching all their love stories
i find it so damn hard to not think
seeing myself as one
and you their lover
standing on the brink

this feeling never comes when i want it
it's as flighty as any other bird
on the canopy's leafy summit
to catch it in my hands means holding you forever
never flinching to let go of you the slightest bit
hide you away in my tiny golden locket

dancing on the edge of a knife rusted
i'll hold on to you forever
as promised
any thought of loosing this star in my night
every good intention of mine being crushed
i'll keep you too close and shower you with my intentions
space is all you'll need

i need you near
everytime you leave i shrink in morbid fear
what if you don't want me in a tiny golden locket
one to keep 'round your neck
so i'm with you everywhere
saving you from every wreck

that craving
do you ever feel it?
that one demanding you to indulge it?
a drug you need just one more time
knock you up to your feet
brighten that smile just so much more
kill that pain in my heart you hold so dear and close
longing to see its birth-righted owner

you clawed under my skin
there i feel you multiplying
i need you here so bad
so it's not too weird that i'm panting

i want to sleep cuddled up close to you
to wake up with a smile
i need to feel you against my sheild for a while
fight for me to be close
just to find you had me all along

prove you crave me
stick me in a golden locket
bind me in place
keep me in a cage
let me so deep under your skin i can't get out
indulge that damn craving everytime you feel it start
it never lets up

it always wants just one more night.