-_-

liquid smoke
taste it
can't place it


too lost
dazed
everything is hazy


motive
what is my motive?

feel good
come up
go down?
need that rise



toy
not a stepping stone
those have a purpose

here for fun
kick me out
drop me in the world
drunk and stoned
sounds like fun
something to burn this out
i can't keep saying it
"i'm sorry hun."
biting my tongue
escort?
i need one


...maybe 2
something to play with
something to do
distract me
drawn away
lure me

where's that leash?
i can't find it


...is she still holding it?




is she here...?



damn this smoke.