flop, turn, then the river

again
i find myself putting in my all
give it all up
gambling.
i know,
terrible habit
just finding happiness
that's the point in life.

i'll throw it all on the table
play the hand i'm delt
suck it up and bite my lip

yea, my poker face is poor
i need to work on it
do i have anything worth betting on?
of course not
why do i go all in?
because i want a bite.
i want to know if any of what i have,
any of what i put in the pot,
is what you want.
sick game?
of course
but what have you got to lose?

i'll be the one left without my heart in the end.